March 2018 Wrap Up

Omg, how is it April already? This year needs to slow down. I feel like I have gotten nothing professionally accomplished. I look back at the first quarter and I want a do-over. Well, some hard lessons have been learned.  Will be more proactive about my business this quarter.

I spent it writing and working out. My weight loss is starting to be noticeable. I tell you BBG is fucking magic. It is hard as hell, but it WORKS.  I will be posting an in-depth post on the 8th so make sure you check back.

I have been using an app exist.io (affiliate link) to track my moods and all of that, and it has shown that I spend waaaay to much time on social media and not on my business, so I have taken steps to remedy that. I use rescue time to track where I spend my time and if I want to block some sites. If I want to block the whole internet, I use freedom. I will check again in may to see if I have been more productive. I am aiming for at least 5 hours of productivity a day.

I am also reading blogs after I get client work done. I get so caught up in blogs that my income generating activities slide, and i cant have that. I would have never realized with about the app, so it is a great investment.

My depression has lifted completely so yay

Here is what I posted this month if you missed anything

I did not post much mainly because I did not have a system of making sure that I get everything done but that is changing now

This was my favorite Instagram last month

People look at me and see a fat person, but they have NO IDEA how far I come since January doing the #bbg program. I have not binged since January. Foos no longer controls me. I can walk without feeling like my back with crumple under 320 pounds of weight. Yes, that is how fat I was. 320 POUNDS. When the dr told me that two years a ago I broke down sobbing. It took me TWO years on weight watchers to lose 50 pounds. It took two months for #bbg to lose the same amount of weight, and my belly is disappearing! I can walk now; I can move tons more. The biggest thing was finding out that I was no longer on the Burger King across the street VIP list. I made a mistake and didn’t pack a healthy snack, and I was STARVING, and I went to burger king and for the first time in MONTHS and no one there knew me or what I typically ordered. That was a huge victory. Yes, the woman in the picture is overweight but is as happy and healthy as ever in my whole adult life, and won’t be fat for long!. . . #kaylasarmy #bbg #kaylaitsines #kayla #deathbykayla #bbgprogress

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I took a chance to be venerable and it is paying off. I will do more of this type of pics in April I am slowly opening myself up again. I used to hide behind my fatness I that makes sense. I have noticed that there is a world of difference between how people react to a 230-pound person versus a 250-pound person. At 320 pounds it was like I was invisible an in a way I was, My fitness was like a shield.  Through a shit ton of therpy I worked through my issues and now it is a matter of getting this weight OFF.  Yes, some issues flare up at times and I messed up and eat my feelings at Burger King but most of the time I have control and I follow BBG to the letter and it is like the weight melts off. Years of negativity and feeling insecure gone! It is super scary at the time I am not gonna like but at the same time I feel tons better, and it is nice to get compliments. I am not sure exactly how much I wight since my cat pissed on my scale and after I thought about it, I agreed. A number should not define how I feel about myself. Rather goes by how I look, and I get weighed at the Dr’s office every three months.

I am trying to work up the courage to buy a fancy pair of work out gear as a treat to myself. I have gone from a Size 22 to a 16 in three months, and most brands carry a 16, but I don’t know if I am ready for that kind of vernablilty yet.

2 Comments

  1. I also haven’t gotten anything professionally accomplished this year. Right now, I just feel like I’m struggling to get enough sleep to function. I’m glad the weight loss is going well. Have a great April!

    1. Hillary says:

      Aww I hope April goes better for the both of us!

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